Wednesday, June 8, 2011

mY LiTTle RaBBit was rEaLLy sICK

March 30, 2011, I brought Ashraff to Klinik Muru for his fever. He got full package actually, fever, diarrhea and vomit. Dr. gave him a bunch of meds. After 2 days his conditions was getting worst. He was getting weak, losing his apatite on meal and his diarrhea made me freaked out. He did pass motion without conscious very often. In fact I had to put on him diapers all the time. Poor Ashraff, he really hates diapers. “I’m not a baby anymore, Mummy!”, he kept whining.

We decided to send him to hospital after feeling something was really wrong with him. He had to get through urine check. The result was infection in his urine. Dr. gave him a drip before another urine check. ‘Another urine check?”, that was weird and my guts said my little one was really sick this time. My goshh, I couldn’t bear to see during the nurse passing a needle through his skin into his vein. Ashraff didn’t cry but I could see his crumpled face in agony. I knew he suffered in pain. The second result was same and....he ended up that day in ward.

Monday, June 6, 2011

note to GOD


If I wrote a note to God. I would speak what's in my soul. I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away, for love to overflow
If I wrote a note to God. I'd pour my heart out on each page. I'd ask for war to end, and for peace to mend this world.

I'd say.......
Give us the strength to make it through. Help us find love, cause love is overdue. And it seems like so much is going wrong, on this road we're on.
If I wrote a note to God. I'd say.... please help us find a way. End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts.

I'd say........
Grant us the faith to carry on. Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone. Cause it seems like so much is going wrong. On this road we're on


No...No....(No)
We can't do it on our own


(So)...So....
If I wrote a note to God